Life is good. Jordan and I have been so blessed that I don't think we always take the time to notice it. I love the little house we live in, it is where we started. Lately we have been contemplating if we were going to move to another place for this last year here in Thatcher... I still don't think it is decided. We were thinking we wanted something a little bigger, or just a change. But we like that this has been our starter house that it has already gotten us through a year of marriage so why not one more. It is super nice and big for how cheap it is. We just love our little yellow house. It has been quite the mess for sometime, we are both super busy and on our days off we don't like to clean all that often (just like me avoiding it now). We didn't have hot water for 2 weeks so doing dishes was difficult and we still haven't caught up. NO I am not an amazing housewife and I am okay with that for now.
I keep looking very forward to the middle of May when I graduate and am done with school for awhile!! I seriously can't wait. I have senioritis all over again and it has been worse this time around. I have no desire to do anything. I am hoping it gets better soon. But for now I have an amazing husband who supports and encourages me a lot to keep up on things. He really is the best thing ever!! But it has still been hard. I just keep looking forward to hopefully finding a job and then just getting to stay home and not have to do homework, and just getting to do fun projects instead of school projects and just sitting around cleaning and watching movies and making food. I better throw in some exercise too or that could end badly. All I want is permission to be lazy!!!
Life after school kind of scares me. We always look forward to that end objective, finding a job. I just hope I like what I do after all this work of going to school to do Nursing. Some days I love it, but there are days like today where I hate it!!!! I worry about not finding a job when it is all said and done and all the time I wasted. I try not to think of it too much, I just know that heavenly father knows what he is doing, which is a good thing cause I don't have a clue what I am doing.
So tomorrow is valentine's day, and I still haven't gotten anything for Jordan... He just is happy with anything or nothing which makes it really hard to get him anything. We have been pretty horrible with getting each other presents this entire time we have been married. He has probably been better at it then me. I do have ideas... but I need a car to fulfill getting anything...
I am excited for tonight, we get to go to a concert which is entirely made up of Broadway songs. Jordan and I are super excited for it. I am so happy I married someone who loves the same things as me, it makes doing things a lot easier and a lot more enjoyable when you both love something. We both love Music and sports!! Our life is made up of going to concerts and watching sporting events. Or we sit at home and play the piano and sing together, or we go and play racket ball or some other sport that happens to be going on. We also like cuddling and watching movies.. What can I say we just love doing things together. I would much rather have him by my side then anyone else. I love doing Everything with him, he really is my best friend and I am his.
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Well this has been a whole lot of randomness but I just have to say one more thing. I love the Gospel of Jesus Christ and I love being a member of his church. I love that I was able to be sealed to Jordan for Time and All Eternity and that our children will be sealed to us as well. I love that I have a forever family. I love that I can pray to my Heavenly Father anytime I need someone to talk to or that I need help. I love that I can learn from the scriptures and from prophets and apostles now on the earth. I love that I am able to get a great education where I am and that my husband is able to as well. I love that we have a roof over our heads and food in our bellies. I love that I have hot water to take showers with, and that we have a decently reliable car to get us back and forth to where we need to be. I also love that we live close to EA that we can walk if needs be. I love that we have family and friends that love us. I love my family and friends. I love my in-laws. I love that I have 5 sisters and 3 brothers. I love that my siblings are going up and doing wonderful things with their lives, they are all great examples to me. I love my ward and that we have so many friends in it. I just love LOVE!!! I love Jordan Michael Squires. I love that he makes me laugh and smile endlessly. I love his hugs. I love his smile. I love his beautiful blue eyes. I love that he is my Husband. I love that I get to spend every day with him. I love waking up beside him. I love that he makes me breakfast. I love that he helps me clean. I love that he likes to drive. I love when he makes up songs on the piano and they are BEAUTIFUL!! I love that he likes to play me to sleep, with the piano or guitar. I love that he leads our house. I love that he loves the gospel 10x more then I do. I love that he is such a great example to me. I love that he is patient. I love that he randomly will write me love notes, all the time!! I love that he likes to hold me when I cry. I love it when he randomly hold me and starts to dance. I love that I can always fall into his arms and he will catch me. I just love this man of mine. I LOVE YOU!!!
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